You can erase someone from your mind.getting them out of your heart is another story.
& so.. this week is practically gg out for like 4 days in a row._. its kind of tiring god damn it.
but oh well, i actually had fun though ^^v exciting man!! :DDDDDD
i exceptionally love wed & fri.
well,becos wed,i got to know new ppl!! & one of them is from my church.like WOAH.
but me & shon kind of dislike him,cos...ohkay,its an inside thing.
but anyway,jino was kind of cute.like srsly? ^^ sooooo..went out with them on friday.headed to city hall to meet them with fae.LOL.they were hysterical,& make me laugh quite a lot. :D
i love their accompaniment though,but jino had to go home kind of early,so its like.. sad D:
anyhow,i met bb on sat! :DDD
& THANKS BB FOR THE TOY DOGGGGGGYYYYYYYYYYY :DDDDDDDDD you have no idea how happy i was seeing it !!!!!!!! it still costs a lot ohkay!! its not like its a small amount!but thanks anyway! *hugs* i realllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy loveeeeeeee ittttttttttt. i am not joking !!! ^^v
I FINALLY GET TO MEET EVA RISHON HO.
i mean,like how long have i not seen you!? ohkay,just one week plus.but still,i feel uncomfortable not meeting you!
i was telling her about the guys i bumped into on wed.& her reaction was super funny, its just "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.ARE YOU SERIOUS!?" "EEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW" "HUH !! I DONT WNA SEE HIM LAAAAAA"*SHIVERS*" "WHATTHEHELL!IS IT THAT SHORT GUY?!ARGH" i was laughing so hard at it,even amanda was giving almost the same reaction when i told them the whole story!amanda was like " WAH.YOU DAMN UNLUCKY LA.LOL" their reaction is like super hilarious la can!
then i was recounting to shon what happen during the week where she wasnt in singapore . & she was laughing so much at the details about yoga. hahahahahahahaha :P
we ate subway tgt!! & she eat until all the crumbs on her mouth la! damn unglam :P
then we ate yami yoghurt like as usual (: we sat and had h2h talks with each other.
i ask her a question that has gotten me thinking for long,
i still dont know if it is right or wrong to do that ..
sigh..
but anyhow,THANKS DEAR FOR LISTENING!!! & BEING TRUTHFUL OF COURSE ^^V
i am gg to watch 2012with shirl this week!! i cant wait~ movie reviews have been pretty good about it !! so i wna catch it myself too! & do some catching up with shirl of course (:
i just caught the finale of america's next top model cycle 12. DAMN IT LA.WHY TEYONA WIN!?its obvious allison is so much better,seeing the way she improve.bullshit la can D:
allison is GORGEOUS ^^
my clique ask me "you know what you are losing by doing this?"
"yeah,sure i do.i'm sure it means all well right? " but i realised there were tears in my eyes when i said this,although i was smiling..
if i had a camera,i’d take a picture of you every day.that way I’d remember how you looked every single day of your life.i am sure i would have regrets about this.but i know,you wont stop that,would you?..
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I AM GG OUT OF HERE. HAVE TO GO BATHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~~~~~
smoochies~12:52 AM
♥ Saturday, November 14, 2009
The truth is everyone is going to end up hurting you,you just got to find the people worth suffering for.
-bob marley
HELLLLLLOOOOOOOOO.oh crap,this week pass pretty fast huh?chalet was the first event!it was awesome,esp during truth or dare :D the dares were all so cute & regine was pretty unlucky laa ! ^^ i got dared to say i love you to wengheng& scott actually dared me to say out all the things i actually wanted,cliff,faith and shirl to do._. grrrrr.so we spend our night having nightwalks,which i got a lil freaked out & spending the night at the.. pavillion.i forget is it emerald or sapphire.. had a h2h talk with shirl & regine,& i actually slept.hmm.heh.
& you know, i think i have been quite good!i stayed home to do my chinese hols homework,trying my chem homework!:D ^^
my bro just bought me my assessment book,for maths._. damn.he texted me to tell me & he said this "hey,it doesnt run in the family that everybody isnt good in numbers!so,do well!i will try helping (: " i went OOO: did my bro just said something like this? not to say,i actually melted la :P
i do not have any visuals today yo!cos shonshon is at genting now,enjoying herself!but from what ashiq said,she should be back today!^^ i have been accomplishing what i should do which is to text her every morning & night :D
i miss her soooooooo much laaaa.i miss her being so noisy beside me ):
i had a chat with taegoo ytd,he told me quite a number of stuffs.alright,secret it shall be :D &yoga,haorong had to join in to wack up this conversation.*stabs*but nevertheless,still fun with them :D
oh..i was actually wondering about this, you guys know lil wayne? he has been appearing in quite a number of songs i hear on radio. example : shakira ft lil wayne "give it to me" , jay sean ft lil wayne & sean paul " do youremember" jay sean ft lil wayne"down" & keri hilson ft lil wayne "turning me on" && kelvin rudolf ft lil wayne" let it rock" thats all i can remember.hmm.is he that popular? i am just wondering.. & i heard from the radio like long time ago,that he had 4 wives. i went WOAH.thats..a number. so i went to do a lil research about him. && they said on 22 oct 2009,he was actually arrested for a posession of weapon , but he pleaded guilty.to no avail,he was due for sentencing to jail in 2010 for a one year jail sentence.so popular,yet sentenced to jail,weird much ? hmm .
my dearrest nv reply me yet )): hmm.wonder what he's up to.heh.& he must be feeling pretty tired & lethargic!he was so busy with photography ytd till today morning,due to the apec thing & his sp thing.)); he better rest well!! :D
You know that quote?the one that says forget about the people in your past and that there is a reason that they didnt make it to your future?yeah,well, what happens if in the future they do come back?
i was wondering about this quote, whether or not it seems pretty true.. i will be dinner-ing outside later !! :D at serangoon gardens country club!Yay!my grandparents will be there~ cant waittttttttttttttttt ~
smoochies~11:59 PM
♥ Sunday, November 8, 2009
I just need to know if it’s possible for two people to stay happy together forever.
-juno
exhausted.tired.lethargic.frustrated.
shon,you know what i am talking about right baby.i have no idea what i can do now.i shouldnt have answered the phone call to think about it.
my bro just asked me"what is something you really want now?" i just looked at him,shaked my head and lie my head down on the desktop.i know i will feel better later. :D
anyway,i collected my new specs today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! looks good *winks*
go FB and see the pictures i took with my dearrest!! ^^v
screwed .i hate mondays like fuck.
piano lessons screw it la.fuck.
the teacher like fucking no patience la.wtfwtfwtf.i cant stand him.
GRRRRRRRRRR.i think of gg for piano class late tmr man.then shorten my time to learn piano with him.screwed.
& chalet tmr.if there's no piano tmr, i WOULD BE SO MUCH HAPPIER OF GG FOR CLASS CHALET.
but becos my piano ends at fucking 6 pm the bbq for the chalet which is at sentosa cove starts at 6.30pm idk i still go for what.FML.
i am so pissed.
i spend my ytd with bb and of cos my clique! :D
both of us spend quality time tgt watching video clips,talking about MANY STUFFS. :D
i kind of miss him alrdy )):
and and i miss my clique like fuck ohkay!& i piss yoga off D: sorry!!
THANK YOU FOR THE COOKIES GUYS!IT WAS AWESOME*HUGS*
fish & co was WAY WAY AWESOME TOO :D
i promise,i will take out time for you all since its hols now!!^^v
i am gg out for dinner with my grandparents.
xoxo.
smoochies~1:18 AM
♥ Thursday, November 5, 2009
There's a difference between letting go and pretending you've forgotten.
maybe..just maybe.a change for things would be better,you think?
i am supposed to go out with my clique this week!!but they dont have time for me THIS TIME ROUND.right yoga & haorong? D: i miss going out with you all. i miss how you guys would cheer me up with every lil stuffs you guys can do. i miss how you all would throw food at me and laugh when i start giving that frown. i miss everything about you guys,my hols are approaching,AND I REALLY WANT AN OUTING WITH YOU ALL.
esp with haorong.this boy..grrrrrrr..he always irritate me in someway.thats how much i miss everyone of you. )):
anyway,THANKS SHIRLENE FOR THE POUCH YOU BOUGHT FOR ME :D
its really nice and awesome!!!!!!! i really really thank you!!!!!
although you said you didnt need a hug,but i really wanted to give you one ohkay! D:
sorry for irritating you so much on the train ^-^
i caught "this is it" the MJ movie with bb! :D
its awesome,BUT i almost fall asleep.i was super lethargic that day..hmm..
I ACTUALLY SURVIVED THE ONE WEEK OF EXTENDED PROGRAMME.its gna be hols alrdy!! but i dont feel that holiday spirit thing coming through..i am alrdy thinking about my O's. sigh..
maybe you should change yourself in one way or the other.i dont know.
if you think you are right,then so be it.i cant do anything about it.you always said you dont have a choice dont have a choice,but hey.you WERE given a choice,its yes or no.& sadly you chose yes.
food for thought. i have been wondering about what you said.. they dont seem as real as last time.
you didnt tell me you actually went with them..weird huh?
after sometimes,we just get sick of caring and we are too hurt to fight.i give up.let nature takes its course.
there is chalet next monday..i dont know if i can go!! D: i need to let shirl guide me in someway about how to go ^-^
ohkay,i need to help my grp alrdy :D
smoochies~5:07 PM
♥ Monday, November 2, 2009
You say i'm the one who shut everyone out.maybe you just didn't try hard enough to stay in.
& you have changed into someone i recognise no more.its totally..unlike you sometimes.
i have no..nothing to say about that.but you got to know, i am just one phone call away.i cant be there physically with you,but you know,my heart is with you.please.reflect on how you were that day.. i miss you much..
extended programme second day D: boring~
i am so so so so so so so so so so so dead. _ .
FML FML FML FML.
i cant wait for wed where i can meet my baby! :D
you know he has been making me an exceptionally happy girl these few days?its like as if he has taken some really sweet sweet drugs that keeps me smiling.
iloveyou to bitzzzzzzzzzz baby! :DDD
you say you have not always been there for me,but hey!you WERE there when i was down,you WERE there to comfort me,you WERE there to make me laugh with the words you say! thats more than enough you know !! *hugs* you are awesome,so dont worry about not being a good enough boyf alright !! :DDD
what i like most about you,is you can make me laugh even when nothing's funny ^-^
blahblahblah.my mummy go and collect my report book today.wait and see me being beheaded :D
anyway!! rishon ho ho ho.i miss you like omgwtfbbq DDDDD:
please do come for church this sunday!! ): i will take you along with me to collect my new specs ohkay sweetheart :D i miss camping at our campsite D:
I LOVE YOU DEAR *WINKS*
i am outta here alrdy!! :D
smoochies~7:07 PM
♥ Thursday, October 29, 2009
without trust,everything else falls apart.
so many things have happened this week,& no,not all were good.
negativity starts coming into my head,and.. not that optimistic anymore.
this kind of sucks.i dread waking up every morning just so that i dont have to go to school.
i always press snooze on my alarm clock to drag the time,wishing that i wont have to go for school.
& indeed,life is so irony.one minute,people can be awesome to you,the other minute,they just dump you away like trash.some are like posers.thats just human character,i guess? oh well..i have nothing left to say,especially to her. i had a talk with bb :D he talks so much things to me (: thank god for him ! :DDD
& so,i am meeting my dear rishon today, i hope.because i miss her ): & so many things have been happening in her life, i would want to have a talk with her.although i dont know how to cheer her up, but i am sending her a big warm hug hoping she is ohkay .. i love you dear.so please..cheer up.
next week is extended programme *stabs* sucks to the core.
i want to catch another movie again. i just caught imagine that last sunday,its awesome!! all of you should go and watch it *winks*
i am planning to catch my sister's keeper!! maybe with my brother's girlf and he himself. & + another trip with aiyun,fae,and naz?
i really have nothing to post about.my life is a bore.
i am outta here!!
smoochies~5:11 PM
♥ Sunday, October 18, 2009
i smile so bright when i am with you :D
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.I AM SO HAPPY EXAMS ARE OVER.
I FEEL LIKE BURNING ALL THE NOTES ESP HISTORY.SHIT IT ):
i went out with aiyun,yanyi,nazshah and fae on thursday :D
we went from clarke quay-vivo-bedok.
we were thinking we could walk from clarke quay to esplanade.
but we were wrong ):
LOL.
we ate at vivo,and i mean REALLY EATING.
yanyi and me ate so much,aiyun and the rest went OOOOO: you must be very hungry.
hiak,then we went to the waterfall place{or w/e its called}and played with the water.
AWESOME.I WAS ENJOYING MYSELF,AND I DIDNT EVEN RMB ABOUT THAT PROB THAT WAS DISTURBING ME AT THAT MOMENT :D
we took peektures,but i am lazy to post it. ): next time ohkay! :D
i am happy!cos....me & param's problem managed to be solved.
thank god for answering my prayer when i told him i really do not know what to do and i needed an answer. (:
i am so happy!!i met him on friday aft his relief at rv.he went home all the way just to change and smell good for me :P
we stayed at SP and spend quality time tgt!he make me laugh so much with the videos he showed me,& i can say...i feel really comfortable with him (:
tmr is monday..i hope aiyun can go out?we plan to do something for gh..
hmm.& i wna meet param too :D
rishon looked really tired today.that poor girl of mine ):
she must be suffering from lack of sleep!she better sleep early and sleep as much as she can aft the party tonight >:(
she was so funny today!she deleted the game that she wanted to play most,when i actually told her beforehand which button she should press.
me and amanda were saying " AHAHAHAHAHA.STUPID.STUPID.STUPID"
then we went to eat yoshinoya >:D
i was telling her about param and she was so happy for me!thank god for her :D really (:
we were laughing so hard at some small kids while eating yammi yoghurt!
shon!lets go there again every sunday! :DDDDDD
parammm is entertaining his friends who came for deepavali ..
i am bored.i shall proceed to watch my videossss :D
ENJOY AS MUCH AS YOU CAN BEFORE TUES!!DOOMS DAY!! ):
